Like many others here, my interest is born out of childhood instilled fear. Once puberty hit, and hormones mixed with the fear part of my lizard brain and I found that I found balloons sexually stimulating it was met (internally) with nothing but shame... My wife has long known about my fear, but the shame has kept me from sharing my interest.
Fast forward way too many years and last night I finally got up the courage to tell her that I found women playing with balloons incredibly arousing. I cannot believe I finally did it and I am somewhat upset I waited so long because of so much deep seated fear/resentment/shame. My wife was awesome about it, she said she was super glad that I let her know, and that she was always with me and I had no need to feel ashamed for liking something.
I don't know when we'll actually do any sexual play with balloons, but it is a HUGE weight off my chest to simply have told her and to have her acceptance.
So one thing out of 2020 has not been a complete dumpster fire.
Fast forward way too many years and last night I finally got up the courage to tell her that I found women playing with balloons incredibly arousing. I cannot believe I finally did it and I am somewhat upset I waited so long because of so much deep seated fear/resentment/shame. My wife was awesome about it, she said she was super glad that I let her know, and that she was always with me and I had no need to feel ashamed for liking something.
I don't know when we'll actually do any sexual play with balloons, but it is a HUGE weight off my chest to simply have told her and to have her acceptance.
So one thing out of 2020 has not been a complete dumpster fire.
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