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Old 12-06-2019, 04:32 PM
Galdo Galdo is offline
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Hello there everyone. I just wanted to give you a short introduction of mine.

Ive really thought about what I am going to write and what not since when I get into ... or onto new things that I like Im usually very energetic... for an introduction that would mean I would write far to much. So... Ill just try to keep it short. Since some of us are kinda hiding behind nicknames - hence our Hobby is a legal, but quite Special Topic I will try to find a way to share some Information but not to much Information about myself.

So... for my Name lets just say you can call me "Galdo" - here. Im - at this date - a 32 years old man. Im around 1,92m tall and my weight is 110Kg Im ... chubby... but not fat. Unfortunately Id consider myself not really pretty. Some ... friends... said I dont look to bad but on the other Hand I occasionly get my Body mentioned. Its mainly my face. I have deep ey sacks all the time. When Im in vacation and can sleep out they go back but I still look like an average Person who hasnt had sleep for a day... or even a couple
of days and when Im working shift, have to get up 3:40 AM its even worse.
Occasionly People talk to me regarding this. I got asked "if I had an accident" and the other Person pointed down his yes signing me he means my eye sacks or I was asked if I use safety Goggles (actually I do) and also pointing to the eye sacks... its something absolutely not helping when wanting to make a good first Impression on someone. I could eventually hide them with Makeup but I dont know... hide for who? Also as my oppinion goes that is simliar to
not telling the truth because Id hide how I truthly look.

I live in Germany, Bavaria to be exactly and Im aproximately a good hour away from the big City Munich, living in a small village.

As Job I work as production worker, it is a simple Job, but its payed well.

My Hobbies are:

- Electronics (DIY Electronics similar to ham radio)
- Watching movies / games
- I kinda started ordering "delveloping" games but as it is now "just" visual
novels, maybe that might Change in the future depends on how things go
- Occasionly I go outside hiking in the mountains that are Close to where I
live. Usually it has a technical part to it, so I take my CB Radio with me or
another Radio communications device. When youre on top of a mountain
you can make lots of contacts with the CB hence you have a wide view that
enables the Radio signals to travel further. Ive made many contacts and
I like it.

My living Situation:

Well I write this because it is "a Thing" with our Hobby. Being 32 right now I still live with my parents. Yeah... some might find that weird or odd but I cant see a reason why to move out. I am working usually 4 days a week and for it to be 4 days a normal working day is quite Long (Im more than 12,5hours out from home when I go to work). Its just comfy - I admit that - that when I come home from work... often exausted and tired... my mom has already fixed me something to eat... or she takes care of my clothes (altough she says compared to my brother Im not really giving her much work with that). In Germany some People use a joke and call People who stay with their
parents for such a Long time "guests in Hotel Mama" but for me that doesnt
Count in my oppinion since I do not only pay quite some Money to be allowed to stay with my parents (>500 bucks) I also help them with their stuff occasionly when I have spare time. For example I help my mom in the kitchen with the cooking or I tidy up the cleaned dish from the dishwasher or do other
things to help my parents if theres work - and - Im not working on one of my Projects that is super important in that Moment.

Also occasionly I invite them in a Restaurant... the whole Family goes eating in a Restaurant and after were done I pay the bill for everyone. So... yeah, I still live at home but its not that Im like "the king" and they are my "minions"...

Character.

As People here are super open (the Topics about sexuality, like normie talk for intimate Topics) I also have to share something with you. Due to false decisions from People... in that Situation false behaviour I was severe bullied around 15 years ago in my apprenticeship. It was so heavy that I got mentall ill and since 15 years I am mentall ill. Unfortunately instead of getting better, my sickness got worse and I carry it around with me. I have something... you could call it "mean thoughts"... or "hears voices in head".

The illness is like I do something. That could be turning on a light Switch, use a door handle, make a mouse click (the Trigger possibilities are nearly endless) and I hear a bad voice in my head. Its always a bad voice like it says - for the lightswitch example - "If you let that light Switch on now, something bad happens to someone you love" so I turn off the light Switch aggain, turn it back on... and another bad thought Comes. Yeah... I do it untill the bad voices are quiet, but that can take a while and this mentall illness is a severe cut in my life Quality.

Maybe a wonder happens... or something happens and in the future it will just go away, but just registering to this Forum here... writing this post... is a hughe struggle with my inner self. On the other side I manage to get over it
so I can write to you.

I could explain all that longer but I wanted to have "borders" for my words... my sentences otherwise it would get really... really ... Long.

As character goes... Im a very nice and calm guy. People say "Youre so nice,
why are you always so nice" as I help my co workers often do their work
what I am not supposed to do but I have the oppinion that if we all stick together, help each other, the world will become a better place and thats how I life. To put it very very short, I was even asking my Boss indirectly to pay me less Money because my co workers get less Money than I do. I get more Money because of contract reasons and its absolutely correct and legal - thats what I was told bringing it up over and over aggain...

I wanted to "earn less Money" because I want things to be fair and since my co workers wont get paid more, Ive hinted my Boss (or better Boss-es I went up in the hirarchy) that I get paid to much for that Job but they were just like "be happy that you get paid that good" (and informed me that its OK - well it has to do with my Background where I work why I get paid so good).

Other than that I do not like lies and I also dont lie. I am orientating my
way of life on the Statement that "A Dragon is a noble creature" (scalie Thing)
and since I admire These creatures (the ones that are nice at least) I try
to be noble to. Not telling lies is a Thing... I had situations where I just had
to tell the Person that asked me questions that I feel un comfy about talking
to a specific Topic - I mean... usually People just make up things to escape the
questioning, right? Also when Im asked what I did on Weekends I usually
reply with "I had a Long and good slepout" and then I distract the Person what
he or she did so I dont Need to answer further questions (Ive kinda learned
that People dont Think its too good if you tell them that instead of going
outside on a super sunny day youve spent your whole day in your room doing... things... like playing Computer games or building a Radio... I think aduld persons wouldnt bully me because of that as the younger ones did in the apprenticeship but still I hide it from persons I dont trust)

What I just want to say is... Im a very very nice and calm guy. I dont really talk much on the other Hand at work because I hide my sickness and unfortunately as I grew up and lots of things happened - they would be to much to explain here - Im not "that much" into what an average Person calls real life. Im more on the "nerd / geek" side and that sure isnt helping when youre surrounded by the average worker guy or Girl who talk about cars or vacation or wife / children.

Ive posted that in furry Topic already, but Im "a scalie" if you ask regarding furry stuff, so my fursona is a Dragon.

What do I expect here? Why did I join here?

Well this Forum is just nice. I was looking for such a Forum for a while and then I found this one. I expect to share experience, knowledge. Before I made this post I spent (literarely) hours reading old Topics and get a Feeling for the People here.

A Suggestion: Make more sticky Topics. Ive noticed that there are Topics posted aggain and aggain regarding our Hobby. It would be good to make a few stick Topics and People can reply there.

I might not reply to your "welcome" Messages. Please do not see this as me not care-ing... it could be more because of my mentall illness because its a struggle for me to "just log in" or click on "send message".

I have to write this because of my sickness: All Ive written now Counts for
the date its been posted. Everything could Change by tomorrow.

Gosh, I hope I havent scared you away with my "thoughts" but Im really a nice guy and some of you mightve seen me posting replies to some of your Topics already I guess.
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