Hello fellow Looners,
I have been at a low point (with my balloon/inflatable fetish and play with balloons/inflatables) since the end of October 2016. I have tired many times to indulge in blowing up balloons or blowing up an inflatable that I have, and I am just not interested in it. Whereas the act used to be enjoyable and I would blow up multiple balloons and just leave them inflated for days or weeks at a time. Now I just don't have any desire to do so.
The reason: in late October of last year I ended a relationship that was very bad for me. Toxic to say the least. Very stressful on an emotional level. Since the end of the relationship, I haven't wanted to play with balloons or blow them up at all. I'm thinking it's because my partner at the time of the relationship used to blow up balloons for me and attached a lot of positive emotion to my partner doing this. Now that we are separated, I don't know how to separate the act/thought of blowing up balloons and inflatables from the memory of my last partner. I am thinking that this attachment is likely why I don't view balloons/inflatables the same as I did before I met my partner.
Thoughts and advice is welcome, as I would like to get back to looning like I used to. Thank you for your time in reading this post.
Very Respectfully,
JR
I have been at a low point (with my balloon/inflatable fetish and play with balloons/inflatables) since the end of October 2016. I have tired many times to indulge in blowing up balloons or blowing up an inflatable that I have, and I am just not interested in it. Whereas the act used to be enjoyable and I would blow up multiple balloons and just leave them inflated for days or weeks at a time. Now I just don't have any desire to do so.
The reason: in late October of last year I ended a relationship that was very bad for me. Toxic to say the least. Very stressful on an emotional level. Since the end of the relationship, I haven't wanted to play with balloons or blow them up at all. I'm thinking it's because my partner at the time of the relationship used to blow up balloons for me and attached a lot of positive emotion to my partner doing this. Now that we are separated, I don't know how to separate the act/thought of blowing up balloons and inflatables from the memory of my last partner. I am thinking that this attachment is likely why I don't view balloons/inflatables the same as I did before I met my partner.
Thoughts and advice is welcome, as I would like to get back to looning like I used to. Thank you for your time in reading this post.
Very Respectfully,
JR
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