Hi, so here is a thought I had yesterday while I was reading a post from another looner on VK.
The post said: ¨Is there a cure for the balloon fetish? Like hypnosis or etc, after 1 week without one balloon, my brain can not deal with it.¨.
First of all, i think balloon fetish is not a disease or something like that as long as you dont let it to take control over your entire life. BUT...... have you ever tried to leave it for a month?? To me it is difficult af.
I remembered that some years ago I tried to leave the fetish because it was distracting me a lot from my projects at university. So I tried to leave balloons for a month and let me tell you it was the worst experience. First week I was doing it just fine, it happened fast and without any problems, second week began with a phase I can describe as Balloon thoughts, suddenly while I was driving or working my mind started to think about balloons and all related to them.
The second week passed slowly af but I survived without any major problems.
The third week was the real deal here, the balloon thoughts became very common and I can almost be sure I was thinking about looning all day, then I started to show anxiety symptons: insomnia, distractions all day, difficulty concentrating, an irrational need to inflate and play with balloons at all hours certainly a really long and hard week to overcome.
The 4th week was just the same as the third one.
I think I cant deny that I am a looner. And I am happy for it.
It is something that I enjoy too much, and I realized that balloons are simply part of my day to day, and that as long as it does not hurt anyone I think that there is nothing wrong with enjoying it to the fullest.
However, I am a little scared to think about how essential and necessary balloons are to have a certain "stability", and I am terrified to think that one day they may disappear for some reason, boy, that would be a big problem for me.
How is your relation with your fetish??
The post said: ¨Is there a cure for the balloon fetish? Like hypnosis or etc, after 1 week without one balloon, my brain can not deal with it.¨.
First of all, i think balloon fetish is not a disease or something like that as long as you dont let it to take control over your entire life. BUT...... have you ever tried to leave it for a month?? To me it is difficult af.
I remembered that some years ago I tried to leave the fetish because it was distracting me a lot from my projects at university. So I tried to leave balloons for a month and let me tell you it was the worst experience. First week I was doing it just fine, it happened fast and without any problems, second week began with a phase I can describe as Balloon thoughts, suddenly while I was driving or working my mind started to think about balloons and all related to them.
The second week passed slowly af but I survived without any major problems.
The third week was the real deal here, the balloon thoughts became very common and I can almost be sure I was thinking about looning all day, then I started to show anxiety symptons: insomnia, distractions all day, difficulty concentrating, an irrational need to inflate and play with balloons at all hours certainly a really long and hard week to overcome.
The 4th week was just the same as the third one.
I think I cant deny that I am a looner. And I am happy for it.
It is something that I enjoy too much, and I realized that balloons are simply part of my day to day, and that as long as it does not hurt anyone I think that there is nothing wrong with enjoying it to the fullest.
However, I am a little scared to think about how essential and necessary balloons are to have a certain "stability", and I am terrified to think that one day they may disappear for some reason, boy, that would be a big problem for me.
How is your relation with your fetish??
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