Hi everybody!
I'm new here and I don't know if it was already talked about that.
I'm a looner, but I don't know exactly what type (popper, semi or not) because there were a lot f situations that make no sense... something like a paradox.
When I'm out of home, when I saw random balloons on the ground (happens sometimes in parking place of shopping centers) I'll pick them with me and deflate them. If I see a store with balloon I'll just ask one when it look like that they're going to get rid of them.. randomly.
When I'm alone home I just blow balloons (I have a lot, many of them bought in school trips) and stay with them or have some play, but I have a really big fear of pop and also If I try to pop, I blocked. When they pops randomly I feel not very well, for example..
BUT
When I'm with my girlfriend I WANT that the balloon pops, I love when we push and torture the balloons to the limit and often it pops and in that case I love that.... if necessary I ask to my gf to nailpop it if it resist too much to the stress...
On internet I read that there are poppers, no poppers and semi poppers... when I'm alone I'm a 100% not popper, with my gf a 100% popper, so I'm a semi popper...? but on internet I read that semi popper are who just accept the pop of the ballon.. but in my case if I'm alone I fell not very well and if I try to pop I get blocked.. and I'm in the opposite side with my gf.. I WANT absolutely the pop...
is it like that also for you...?
sorry for my bad English.. If there is already a thread sorry for this "repost"
thank you and have a nice days!
I'm new here and I don't know if it was already talked about that.
I'm a looner, but I don't know exactly what type (popper, semi or not) because there were a lot f situations that make no sense... something like a paradox.
When I'm out of home, when I saw random balloons on the ground (happens sometimes in parking place of shopping centers) I'll pick them with me and deflate them. If I see a store with balloon I'll just ask one when it look like that they're going to get rid of them.. randomly.
When I'm alone home I just blow balloons (I have a lot, many of them bought in school trips) and stay with them or have some play, but I have a really big fear of pop and also If I try to pop, I blocked. When they pops randomly I feel not very well, for example..
BUT
When I'm with my girlfriend I WANT that the balloon pops, I love when we push and torture the balloons to the limit and often it pops and in that case I love that.... if necessary I ask to my gf to nailpop it if it resist too much to the stress...
On internet I read that there are poppers, no poppers and semi poppers... when I'm alone I'm a 100% not popper, with my gf a 100% popper, so I'm a semi popper...? but on internet I read that semi popper are who just accept the pop of the ballon.. but in my case if I'm alone I fell not very well and if I try to pop I get blocked.. and I'm in the opposite side with my gf.. I WANT absolutely the pop...
is it like that also for you...?
sorry for my bad English.. If there is already a thread sorry for this "repost"
thank you and have a nice days!
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