So last night was quite a bit deal for still phobic me. It was time to get rid of my Christmas balloon arch and several other balloons that had been scattered all over the lounge and bedroom. There was a mix of 9" 12" and 3 16" balloons with confetti in. Usually they get burst in the bed where it's a duller sound but last night we decided on the lounge for ease of vaccuming the confetti up. I wore nothing but a condom no ear protection, no pillow no duvet and the wife armed with a pin. Some went with a right bang but I successfully managed to get through probably about 50 pops and 3 very large pops all whilst teasing myself watching the wife slowly puncture each one. She made sure I was ok for the big ones first. I didn't last long after especially when she threatened to pop my bed balloon.
I'm quite happy because it was a lot of balloons, different acoustics and also the first time ever it linked into my phobia as it was during vaccuming the house which was when my mum would destroy my balloons as a kid.
Don't think kids and balloons are still a good mix but knowing I have a supportive wife is absolutely immense. She can do loving pops or be absolutely nasty and stomp, pin and nail my balloons and it's not an issue. It's crazy how the mind works
I'm quite happy because it was a lot of balloons, different acoustics and also the first time ever it linked into my phobia as it was during vaccuming the house which was when my mum would destroy my balloons as a kid.
Don't think kids and balloons are still a good mix but knowing I have a supportive wife is absolutely immense. She can do loving pops or be absolutely nasty and stomp, pin and nail my balloons and it's not an issue. It's crazy how the mind works
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