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  • 7balloon
    Senior Member
    • Dec 2018
    • 369

    #16
    Re: Self isolation

    Okay, time to do what I'm good at....mind dump.

    The whole isolation thing is a mind fuck for me in a way that most of you can't relate. Much the way that most people can't relate to seeing a perfect balloon and getting a boner.

    I work alone in vacant buildings most days. It is not unusual for me to spend two or three days not talking to another person other than getting beer at the gas station. Apparently, this lifestyle freaks some people out.

    Fetishwise, I have been known to spank one off with a balloon in the middle of the work day. Finish putting up cabinets? That's worth a ballooony celebration.

    The weird part for me is watching social media and seeing people freak out about the lack of interaction with other people and being isolated. Maybe it's because they don't have anywhere to go. I have two vacant apartments and a vacant house I get to 'escape' to. But they are vacant and I spend my time listening to audiobooks and working.

    And to the question of 'what if I died'. My family would probably not be surprised by 5000 balloons in a chest in my bedroom and broken balloon bits everywhere under my bed (I really have to vaccuum at some point). They know I'm a looner and fuck balloons. They would probably be a little surprised at how much porn (mostly balloon porn) I have on hard drive, but not too surprised.

    So here's my advice to all of you struggling being locked away. Create a list of tasks. Menial shitty tasks you have been putting off. Figure out how to download audiobooks from your local library on the internet. Most libraries offer this. My library district has over 20,000.

    Listen to someone read you a book and do the tasks. At the end of the day you've accomplished something and spent the time reading.

    I went through between 120 and 150 books this way last year.

    Oh, and I can recommend some steamy scifi shit, or fantasy stuff if you want. And take a break. blow up a balloon or two and wank it at 10am. or 2pm. Or both.

    Ive found that as long as I've accomplished SOMETHING that needed doing, I feel the day is a success. If I accomplished multiple SOMETHINGS, it's a good day. Even if I spent 20 minutes taking a break with my toys.

    For those of you stuck at home with family that don't know about the fetish....I'm sorry. I have no advice. I came out a few years ago and let everyone know. I was sick of hiding it. I still can't pop a balloon with any family in the building, so I get that. But I don't worry about hiding it anymore, which is such a huge relief.

    Okay, mind dump over. I hope you all are practicing distancing. My ex is a microbiologist that has actually studied pandemics. The click click click of the numbers going up is like the clicks of a roller coaster before the first drop. I fear we all have yet to feel the drop in our stomachs before us.

    Stay safe. Stay isolated. I wish you all well.

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    • Tookus
      Member
      • Nov 2019
      • 80

      #17
      Re: Self isolation

      I heat stretched the dolls, Big Bust Babe came out nice. So I keep her in the good dolls container for occasional use

      The other doll is Sophia Rossi, she is being used as repair material now. I don't really care for the vinyl or the tunnels on that doll. But at least she was able to make some kind of contribution to my doll community

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      • frenchy
        Senior Member
        • Sep 2018
        • 288

        #18
        Re: Self isolation

        I have some AirGirls keeping me company. Barbra Bucanon, Kimmi Lovecok, Leah Lust. Plenty of quarantine fun! 80cm balls & IW inflatables add to the fun

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